a long time ago

A story tells that two friends were walking
through the desert. During some
point of the journey they had an argument, and
one friend slapped the other one in the face.

The one who got slapped was hurt,
but without saying anything, wrote in the sand:

TODAY MY BEST FRIEND
SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE.


They kept on walking until they found an oasis,
where they decided to take a bath. The one who
had been slapped got stuck in the mire and
started drowning, but the friend saved him.
After he recovered from the near
drowning, he wrote on a stone:

TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SAVED MY LIFE.



The friend who had slapped and
saved his best friend asked him,
"After I hurt you, you wrote in the
sand and now, you write on a stone,
why?" The other friend replied "When someone
hurts us we should write it down in sand where winds
of forgiveness can erase it away. But, when someone
does something good for us, we must engrave
it in stone where no wind can ever erase it."

I realized that i really have to spend more time expressing myself here...;)
making it more personal..a self-expression..really...
sometimes i felt very negative and lazy(a very bad combination) that i tend to express myself by locking myself in the room...passing time.
I dont know sometimes when i have a problem or i have some issues hanging like gallows above my head, i just sleep..slept my time through it..bad huh?
Now i thank the Lord. He have given me a talent for music and arts..
Its much easier to sing or play a guitar...
Or mixing colors or seeing depths in a simple view outside the window..
even the fishes in our aquarium have some distinct colors shinning...
i love details...i love colors...

Just now i remember a girl said..
"One day is not enough for all the thoughts in my mind..
for all the roads i'd like to take,for all the friends i'd love to see, and for all the things i would love to do."

Same here...