Cards

I have read a story last night and it strengthen my goal right now.

Its about this guy's dream. He found himself at a room, one wall was covered by a file, the one you see in the libraries with index cards inside each file box.

The headings were unusual. One file says, The songs I have listened too, or Lustful thoughts, or Instances where I shouted back to my parents. He realized that the files were his past, his every memory, his sins, his achievements. Each card was in his own hand writing affixed with his signature. Fear then anger was his inital reaction, as musch as he wanted to destroy everything, he cannot. And then he saw Jesus. Of all people he does'nt want to see Him there, he doesnt want Jesus to saw his wrongdoings. The guy cried, to his surprise Jesus cried with him, too. And then, Jesus came to the files and wrote his own signature on each card. Its like acknowledging the sins and taking it as his own. There written on the cards, His signature written with his blood. The guy wanted to stop Jesus but Jesus said "its finished."

It reminds us that our sins were forgiven by the death and ressurection of Jesus Christ. He wanted to repent so that we may become pure like Him.

You would understand better by reading the whole book.

You can read "I kissed dating Goodbye" by Joshua Harris.

Its more than what the title says, its a new perspective.

Moreso read the bible.

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Well, I said to a friend..."I missed the feeling of having a commitment, but I guess I can't bear the responsibility that goes with it, so I better not have one."

I realized as I move on, that some of my actions were justified. I have to do something that is so hard to do, even painful to do, because it is the right thing to do. sometimes I felt guilty but reasons came that made me realized that, it is what I supposed to do.

All I have to do is trust Him.